Whoops.
I’m back to doing that stupid thing again..
I’m back to doing that stupid thing again..
I’m getting myself into a mess. And that’s cause I don’t have you anymore to guide me through :(
At one time, you’re always talking and making conversations, being fine and perfectly happy. We have amazing times together when we meet up, and those amazing days make me fall for you. I fall for you even further when you say those little things. You know exactly what to say when I’m feeling down, you make me feel good.
Other times you’re hardly talking, being blunt and making you’re answers short. These are the times when I think I should listen to my friends and believe you’re a prick.
I have such mixed emotions about you. One day I love you, the next day I don’t. You’re fucking with my head so much, yet I can’t say anything to you ‘cause you won’t like it. You’ll do that little thing you do when you manage to make me feel bad for being mad.
You’ve always said you’ll never hurt me, you’ll treat me right. Why don’t you? Why don’t you prove this to me?
I just don’t know anymore. I want you in my life, I need you in my life. To an extent you keep me sane. But to another extent you drive me insane.
I don’t know what to do. I need to know where I stand. But I don’t want to hurt you.
What do I do? :/
That terrifying moment when you realize you’re starting to get attached to someone.
Those silly conversations we had, those nights where we stayed up late talking to each other. I miss them all, every one of them.. :(
I wanna talk to you but I want you to talk to me first, just so I know I’m not bugging you and I haven’t upset you :(
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